whateverhappenedto

a long time ago, i had a friend group. we were organized around my idea of making a country in space, specifically on venus. don't ask. please. anyway, one of my friends, lilly... well, we liked each other, and you know how the story goes. but... things fall apart. lilly convinced juneho to tell her my secret (we can't agree on the details, but we agree on this) and she seemed... confused? i don't know how mulling over three years of memories will help me understand her reaction. she... slowly stopped responding, and by late september, she completely dropped off the face of the earth. it wasn't even until january that we heard anything back from her, and it was just a vague... "sorry that we grew apart". i guess we were eleven and it doesn't matter, but... it still bugged me for so long. whatever happened to lilly? i don't know. i just hope she's doing okay now.